Talent ?

I always ask myself, do talent exist in me? I almost believe i can sing until i heard my friend singing in the shower. Her voice is way better than me. So i conclude i cannot sing. But still i believe i can sing. 

I wrote song. Numbers of it. But non were publish. I dont have the confidence to make people listen to what ever crap that i wrote. I compose sometimes, well quite often but still have doubts with what ever shit im doing so those music went to the bin. 

Everytime my finger touch the pad, i was so emotional. I kinda be in my own world. My hand will slowly making move and then the tears come. But still at the end of the day, it went to the bin. 

Almost give up. Nearly end. May be i just have to take a break or maybe i should ignore my insecurities and break through the wall. Out from my comfort zone. 

What say yall?